[LOG.ENTRY//NOV-2025]
"to be happy really means that someone else ain't and balance ain't a one-food plate,
everything is give and take"
– to be hunted, childish gambino
In terms of my (future) career I did some reflecting ,,, and I'm planning on studying
IT (specifically infrastructure), that was actually my original plan
last year so I think that makes the most sense
I worked on this site layout which I'm SUPER proud of! if you can't
tell it's in the style of a terminal from fallout,,, I tried making
every small detail like being able to use the arrow keys and enter to navigate the
menu and the loading screens
feel free to give feedback! I wanted to hit the balance of lore friendly and a
readable site and I think I achieved that
I'm also looking to make it look more convincing like a real
crt screen, so if you have suggestions for that feel free to let me
know!!
I'm maybe thinking of changing my main site to this theme but one part of me likes the
pink theme and the other likes the terminal, send help please
nov-08 today I started something I planned a long time ago,,,
reorganising my room! to make it clear it's not just some de-cluttering,,, I'm buying
a second desk, a big kallax, new lamps, etc
my room layout is completely changing so I'm really excited! I got inspired by
this video, those kuggis boxes have been a game changer
nov-23 I tried my first attempt at a media server and I'm loving
it!!! finally I can let go of the rotation of streaming services I use
it was actually fairly easy and I would recommend anyone to try it out! I just used a
video to install the *arr stack, its quite easy with docker desktop
it was so much fun that I ordered a mini pc
(a thinkcentre,,, yes ofc I'm expending my
thinkpad collection)
to run my own home server, I'm ascending to maximum nerd level,,,
for anyone reading this that has a home server: any advice to a noobie like me?
what things do you host on it? etc etc
nov-25 went to see a 360° concert which was
AWESOME!! that is why I love my local venue, it's quite unique,,, if you ever are in
belgium you should check out club wintercirus
nov-30 I'm done setting up the mini pc as a
home server and its working quite good! I've ordered some extra ram
because it kept crashing,,, or maybe its my proxmox settings IDK
> [VISUAL.LOG] attached image: a good girl, 2025/11/30
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when I saw this video in my recommendations I was expecting a video about AI but I was
quite surprised that there was a big part of the video talking about his educational
background, which I kinda related to because I got unschooled for my entire life
feeling stupid but getting called smart and then dismissing it, oh boy do I relate
GAMES
I've been taking my time with fallout new vegas this month, trying to
complete as much side quests as possible but I think this is one of those games where
you can't see everything, you miss a lot of content when doing one run
(at least without a guide),,, and I'm fine with that but that does not mean I'm
rushing through every story quest, I'm taking my time
one thing that is starting to bug me is the unmarked quests, I love
that there is not a lot of hand holding BUT the game gave me 4 unmarked quests in a row
so what I end up doing is searching it up on the wiki, I don't have a problem with that
but sometimes it feels like cheating but on the other hand I don't want to miss
content,,, I'm trying to find a balance between searching the wiki and
trying to solve it on my own but some of these quests are hard without a guide
nov-13 johnny guitar is making me angry and anxious at
the same time,,, STOP PLAYING IT ON THE FUCKING RADIO MR NEW VEGAS
I think I'm around half way through the game but I only now realized how much there is
to do, I still have yet to touch the dlc
I've also been dabbling in hitman 1/2/3 this month,,, I'm kinda ashamed
it's the first time I'm really playing a hitman game
I tried it a couple of years ago but stealth games make me super anxious but I've learnt
to embrace that, I'm having lots of fun trying things out,
it's like a puzzle game where you happen to need to kill people
at first I was scared that it was going to be too hand holding but holy shit,,, it took
me soo long to finally figure one of the ways you can finish the first level, I love it
nov-29 I finished my first new vegas dlc,
honest hearts, it was fine nothing special, I'm glad it's over
TV
nov-03 started gen v and is such a nice change of pace
compared to the boys, I like the change in setting but also that
there's less focus on action and the different cast is quite nice
emma is currently my favourite character,,, and
jordan is really freaking great trans representation
cate's version of soldier boy was so funny, it kinda reminded me of how
mabel's imagination in gravity falls would be
nov-08 before finishing gen v I started
nordin to watch something lighter in between,,, if you can understand
dutch then check it out, it's really funny!!!
nov-10 and I already finished nordin, it was a really
short series, the story was nothing special but the comedy was pretty fun,
7/10
nov-23 finished gen v,,, just wow, I'm really excited
for the next season of the boys to see how they will tie this up
next up is pluribus,,, when I saw that
vince gilligan made a new series I HAD TO CHECK IT OUT
(I'm obligated by contract), and he did it again,,, this guy doesn't make
anything but masterpieces
currently on episode 4 which means I actually have to wait for another episode to
drop,,, it's been a long time since I've had to wait weekly for a episode of a series
but I love it, there is a lot of good stuff releasing soon like
stranger things and fallout
MUSIC
I saw malevolence live, it was free so I can't complain (I mean,,, the show was great!)
I don't really like metal on streaming, same goes for
jazz (never thought I would compare metal and
jazz but yes), not only do the songs sound so much better but the
energy (okay I lied, this doesn't fully apply to jazz) of experiencing
the same thing with so many people in the same room is pure magic
for me a very important part that separates the "okay" bands live and the "amazing"
bands live is the way they put on a show and how they control their crowd, dare I say
that these two are more important than how good the music is
yes of course you need good music to make people feel the energy but then you actually
have to do something with that energy
metal is one of those genre that does this really well, not only do you
see the band having a great time on stage but the crowd takes that energy and pushes it
to the max, and most of those bands know how to take advantage of it
I really admire the energy of metal shows, even as someone who's really scared of mosh
pits
it was a show with 3 opening acts so there were
32 band members backstage, it was really busy backstage
other than live shows I've been listening to a lot of older music lately, more
specifically the fallout 4 and new vegas soundtrack,,, diamond city
radio is peak fallout music! but for the love of god I can't hear
'johnny guitar' ever again,,, "play it again, johnny guitar"
NO JOHNNY YOU WILL NOT, FUCK YOU
> [VISUAL.LOG] attached image: concert night, 2025/11/13
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