peachleaf yaps

@peachleaf

uhh that kinda hurt but it's fineee! taking this opportunity to start afresh, so hi! good things are coming :]

@peachleaf

a long yap about paper and pens because why not

I'm kinda a snob when it comes to anything stationary related, like it has to be A5 dotted cream paper from leucthrum, sorry I'm not writing anything down on your cheap ass post-it notes

my love for writing and documenting things is only partially the writing part, what I love the most about it is just the experience of sitting down with my pen or keyboard and experimenting,,, trying to draw weird shapes with a brush pen or trying out a new program to write with

~~I have experimented with a lot of different pens~~ okay that's a lie, I used to write a lot with bic pens but a couple of years ago I tried zebra sarasa clip pens and fell in love, writing with the right pen and paper is a night and day difference, writing is just so much more fun when it's smooth

I bought a rotring 600 pen to try something different,,, and I hate to say that I don't like it as much, I freaking love the design and it's the best feeling pen I have ever written with but my writing just looks smoother when writing with a sarasa pen,,, I'm gonna try a different refill and see how that goes, it's kinda funny that a pen 10 times the price doesn't write as good ,,, to be honest I only bought that pen because I like the design of it

just as I'm obsessed with pens, I am also obsessed with digital writing tools,,, I recently discovered writerdecks (also check out cyberdecks), just imagine a very bad laptop that you can only use to write with, it's amazing,,, most people make their own diy decks, it kinda reminds me of the terminal in the fallout games,,, I currently don't really want to spend the money on something like that but the next best thing is just using WordGrinder with a clicky mechanical keyboard

anyway so my point is uhh that uh hmm,,, I just wanted to yap about my stationary obsession, I didn't even get the chance to talk about notebooks,,, so my point is; make writing a fun hobby by making the process fun, the end result doesn't really matter

#yap

@peachleaf

okay so I have this weird thing that I start hating my pfp and start cringing about it after a while for no real reason

it has nothing to do with the design or something but for me my pfp is a part of my online identity and sometimes after a while I start seeing something that doesn't represent me in it

I guess this started like 4-5 years ago when I said some stupid stuff in a friend group which basically ruined one of my friendships, anyway, every time I see the pfp that I had at the time I just start cringing and feeling anxious, looking back I see this awful monster in that pfp

I'm probably not the only one that does this (I mean the changing pfp part, not the ruining friendships part)

#yap #online

@peachleaf

hey new y- I mean hey there, it's been a while, I mean it's always the same with me,,, I get distracted easily okay

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@peachleaf

what, what do you do with bad takes??
should I be scared?

#silly#drama#april is going to kill me

@peachleaf

I had the recent news of lil nas x on my mind for a bit so I just want to write out my thoughts:

I think it's clear that humans aren't made for this level of fame
this also isn't the first time he had done stuff like this, he already made some unusual videos in the past

I do NOT believe this is a stunt,,, why do people assume that just because it's lil nas x that it is a stunt, in the mean time he has released stuff without stunts, I don't think he would fake a breakdown just to release an album a week later
I get why you want to make that conclusion but please be respectful, I really hope he gets better,,,

this post is hypocritical, I’m adding an opinion to something that no one should really have an opinion on
it's not fair to have very small detail of your life on display,,

@peachleaf

yes april, every one of those suck,,, give me a weird al parody or polka version of their song and then its okay,
I have bad takes okay,,

#silly#drama#hi april,,,, uhh I just wanted to say hi

@peachleaf

uhh I have a confession to make,,, I HATE music that didn't come out in the last 25 years,,, expect for weird al,,, so that means that if I hear the original song I think 'oh its that one weird al song but the lyrics are wrong',, I'm sorry

#silly

@peachleaf

I feel like nathan fielder in the rehearsal, so for a up coming job interview I'm noting down every possible question in french they can ask including every variations of the questions and possible follow-up questions,,, there is also a psychological test I wonder IF I WILL PASS THAT??

#irl #yap #silly

@peachleaf

it's the first time I don't feel really worried in life, I always worry about either my social life or my career but I think I'm slowly starting to figure both of those out

1: it's been super long since I've ever been in a friend group and now I can finally say that I'm back in a group where I can be myself and not have any worries about if I say something wrong or stupid
2: I have a genuine shot at my dream job very soon, after all of the fear about myself and my education the fear is finally starting to settle, I really hope I get this job

#online #irl #yap

@peachleaf 12/08/2025, 19:54

youtube just recommended me a AI song, I hate it, you know me better than this

#yap

@peachleaf 11/08/2025, 12:05

update on the taskwarrior thingy: I made it sync with my pc, laptop and phone and also made a little dashboard for it :3

#online #yap

@peachleaf 11/08/2025, 11:35

3 different people have already asked me if I am autistic, what does this mean

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@peachleaf 09/08/2025, 18:31

I've been trying out taskwarrior and omg it is so fun to complete task with that, it scratches a wound that I didn't even know I had

#online #yap

@peachleaf 09/08/2025, 10:52

to start off this new page I would like to share a little story that happened last week:

in the busier seasons I get to see at least 150 different passengers on the train in my zone on one trip (with 500~ in total on the train), some of these people I get to know a little, thanks to the fact I spend at least 16 hours with them

there was this couple on the train that recognized me from another journey they did and then they started to talk about how happy they were to see me again and that the small attention to detail really matter, they said that my friendlies really made a difference for their trip. that was the nicest compliment I have gotten in my career so far! at the end of the conversation they asked for 2 paper cups, I said 'no problem I'll get them in a bit', I go check in the other passengers, and then a couple minutes later I end my shift because my work was done, then I leave the train,,, now 5 minutes after the train has left I REMEMBER I STILL HAD TO BRING THOSE CUPS, the lady was so sweet to me AND THEN I FORGET SOMETHING SO SIMPLE, FUCK ME

but it's nice to hear that those small details DO get recognized, and hearing this after having one of the less enjoyable Interactions at work makes it all so much worth it

#irl #yap