feels great to be back on the train! its been a while that I had shift so I was sacred I
was going to need to get back into it,,, but no!
I'm not gonna lie, it did beat my ass, I forgot how intense it can be
at times,,, but nothing beats the vibes of everything! every cut on my finger tells a
story :3
waking up at 5 am to see the sun rise, riding through the snow, standing in stations I
would never visit in my life, seeing the nature around us while talking to people I
would normally never meet,,, this job is like a weird dream!
next one I'm only working on one part of the journey, so that means I'll have roughly 14
hours of free time on the train
I'm gonna use the next journey as a silly excuse
to just chill without a care in world!- I think this will be a clear contrast compared
to how I experienced the last one
I think I just survived my first ever therapy session?? wtf and the person guiding us
was actually kind and helpful? even thought they aren't a real therapist, whattt!
kinda feels weird not posting anything meta or something like that
I was planning on listing what has happened the last 24 hours but tbh it would be such a
mess because last night ended with such a twist,, but I wouldn't want to have it
differently
I thought people were weird to make things more complicated than they actually are BUT
on the other hand pretending things are easier than they are is maybe worse
... just ignore me, I'm still riding the high from the last 24 hours
and there you go! I republished one of the 3 youtube videos I made back in 2021 because
it nice to have!
you can watch it here
read more
it was really fun making these even thought they aren't that funny,,, it was a fun way
to give back to the group! and seeing it today feels like opening a time capsule,,,
heck for me the best part of the video is seeing everyone's pfp change and seeing it
progress like that
tbh I always wanted to do something with more of a storyline and not some random
clips,,, the closest I got with it is with the 'indian carpet' because that
was a returning joke back then BUT then again I didn't really do anything with it,,,
maybe one day I'll make something like what I wanted to do
the proudest thing I did for this video was the intro because adam was really new to
the group so to do the smash bros intro thingy was a fun way to introduce him to the
group
(see? I can actually have good ideas every once in a while)
I have had [ REDACTED ] on my to-do list now for like 2 weeks,,, maybe I should
do it tomorrow
I wish I could multitask because the following happened
changing my pfp so it fits the match I'm doing > wait I need to send a invoice
to someone > first lets find some music > invoice sent, lets change pfp WAIT I
forgot to make a crop for my side of the match, lets open photoshop >
wait discord notification > now deleting some old stuff I dont need anymore >
WAIT I need to change my pfp first > *realizes that I forgot to do my crop*
okay time to open photoshop >
wait look what I found on spacehey, I need to post this first > what was I
doing? OH PHOTOSHOP > *finally changes pfp* > okay I need to write something
about this > starts writing server documentation instead > WAIT I still need to
get started on that lore document >
wait I still need to add x, y, and z to my site > nvm makes THIS post instead
^^ in those whole 45 minutes I only did half of what I wanted, send help
whoever invented the "emmet wrap with abbreviation" command has like saved me a shit ton
of time editing and cutting and pasting
I could make a leak tracker for my texts, with the amount of versions I have of my text
I could easily fill a sheet,,, like I wrote a whole essay to simply answer if I wanted
to countdown to new years,,, at one point I had a whole sidetrack that was longer than
my original answer so I then decided fuck this and just sent a quick reply
how my day making music is going: started by accidentally playing a part of the melody
from the song all stars,
then tried adding some vocal effects to a sample so now I have a high pitched autotuned
sample of someone saying "I'm lonely please pee with me" (no idea if I have a use
for that but okay)
after that tried making a real attempt at a loop to then realize it doesn't sound as
good as it did in my head
I'll get there one day
dont you just love it when a album just breaks you and consumes you
I have like a stack of booklets with motivational stickers just laying on my desk,,, it
sounds kinda pathetic but funny at the same time